Nick & Jesse (Pt 1)

This summer I (Nick) went on the Falls Creek A trip to Cardiff, Wales. While there, my trek served in the “B” area, which is predominantly Somalian Muslim. Our all-guys trek spent the week in that neighborhood, prayer walking, playing “football” (American Soccer) with people in the park, and trying to have spiritual conversations.

There is one tiny little hole-in-the-wall Somalian restaurant near the park where our group would go. This was the “hang out” spot for the men of the neighborhood. They would sit in the back area of the restaurant and play dominos for hours. We were allowed to watch them play but never invited to join. We got to know the owner and his sons, and even tried to share the gospel with him, but he wasn’t interested.

Everywhere we turned we were hitting walls. No one was interested in hearing the gospel. No one wanted to stop and talk with us. So we prayed. A lot. We prayer walked an average of 5 miles every day. We plowed, asking God to move in that neighborhood, to break up the hardness of the people’s hearts so they would be receptive to the good news.

However, we were frustrated. We hadn’t really gotten to have any great spiritual conversations with anyone. I returned to my room the last night, disappointed. I’d been asking God all week for an opportunity to share the gospel and it felt like God hadn’t answered my prayer.

That night I noticed one of the security guards at the place we were staying had a guitar. I love music, and so I approached him and asked if he had been playing long.

“I’m just learning,” he replied.

We began a conversation about our love for music and I taught him a few new chords. While we were talking, it hit me. I’d been asking God all week for an opportunity to share and here was my chance! I kept trying to turn the conversation to spiritual things, but the guard seemed more interested in the guitar and music. I kept praying, “God, help me turn this conversation toward you.”

Soon, my friend Regan came over and began talking with us. Regan began playing “The Power of the Cross.” The guard was instantly captivated. As soon as Regan finished, he began asking questions: “Who were you singing to?” “What were you singing about?” “There’s something different about you guys, what is it?”

“Well, we have a hope that won’t die or fade away.” Excited, we began explaining the gospel – who Jesus is, the issue of sin, the penalty Jesus took on our behalf, and more. It was obvious that this guy wanted to know more. When we asked him what he thought about all that, he said, “I need to know more, but I don’t have a Bible.”

I instantly thought of the extra Bible I had brought. For some reason, while I was packing I sensed that I needed to bring along my old pocket Bible. It was a well-worn; I used to carry with me everywhere. I’d made notes in it and underlined things. What an incredible and exciting moment it was to hand this Bible to my new friend! I showed him passages I’d underlined that he could read to learn more about Jesus. God had answered my prayer – I’d gotten to sit down and share the gospel while in Cardiff!

Two weeks after I returned, I was serving at Falls Creek on their decision team after evening worship. Another guy on the decision team, Jesse, approached me and asked if I’d like to pray for the students. As he set his Bible down, I noticed he had an iGo notebook just like the one I’d gotten at Base Camp!

“Did you go with iGo this summer?” I asked.

“Yeah,” he said. “Let’s pray first and then talk about our trips.”

After we prayed I found out that he had just returned the day before from the second Falls Creek trip to Cardiff. Not only that, but his trek had served in “B” area, the very same area I’d been two weeks earlier!

“So, did you guys do a lot of plowing (prayer walking)?” I asked.

“Man, EVERYONE was wanting to hear about Jesus while we were there” he exclaimed!

He proceeded to tell me how the men in the restaurant had invited them to play dominoes AND how they’d gotten to share with them! They’d even gotten to know the restaurant owner and his son really well and share with them too!

I was shocked. While I was there, we had done miles of prayer walking without really getting to share with anyone. Then I realized we had done tons of plowing – asking God to break up the hardness of the people’s hearts so they would be receptive to the gospel. While there, I felt like God wasn’t really answering my prayers. Instead, he answered them in a bigger way than I had even dreamed!

That night I was so excited to call the other guys on my trek and share the news with them. We were almost in tears as we celebrated the joy of the plower and God’s amazing plan! I was so thankful that God sent Jesse to me, to share how our prayers were ultimately answered and to reveal to us His greatness!

Read Jesse’s story (Part 2)!

What is God calling you to in 2011?

So God appears to Moses in a burning bush. You know the story. So do I. I’ve read it, told it, or heard it more times than I could count. I read it again this week, and this part jumped out at me.

But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the children of Israel out of Egypt?” He said, “But I will be with you, and this shall be the sign for you, that I have sent you: when you have brought the people out of Egypt, you shall serve God on this mountain.” (Exodus 3:11-12 ESV)

Moses was scared. He was confused. And he was pretty sure God had chosen the wrong guy. So God gives him a promise and a sign. The promise is that He will be with him.

Notice what the sign is. When the people have come out of Egypt, they will meet back up on this mountain and worship God together. This is the sign given to Moses so he will know that God is truly calling him. Did you catch that? Basically God tells Moses that when the job is done and he successfully leads the people out of Egypt, then he will know God called him to this task. Just being honest here, but that is not the kind of sign I would be looking for, and it doesn’t seem like the kind Moses was looking for either (keep reading through chapter 4).

But often that is the sign we get.

God calls us to walk by faith. He calls us to take risks. He calls us to leave comfort, family, hometowns, fishing nets, and all kinds of things behind and follow him. And maybe part of the call is that we will only know that it was really Him when we get there. Wherever “there” might be.

This is one of the reasons the Christian life is a great adventure. As we follow we don’t always see, but when we arrive we look back and see how clearly and powerfully He was with us all along.

As I think about this story, I immediately thought of our iGo students. Hearing God’s call at Super Summer or Falls Creek they apply to go. I bet a lot of them still have doubts even after the acceptance letter arrives in the mail. In fact I know they do because we have a number who drop out every year after being accepted. Then God sends all the money they need at just the right time to meet every deadline and cover their cost. Maybe that’s a sign. You will know He called you to this when you send in that last payment and worship Him for providing for your trip.

I also think about all my risk-taking, fishing net abandoning friends. We have so many friends and former students serving overseas after buying one-way tickets to the ends of the earth. I have other friends who have planted churches in difficult places like New York, Vancouver, and Idaho. They followed Him to those places knowing that He was with them. That, of course, is always good to know. And the sign that He was really and truly calling them to this crazy adventure will come at some point. When He has gathered a people for himself in those places and they worship Him together, that will be an amazing sign.

I have to mention iGo Global. 10 years ago this seemed like a good idea. We knew God was with us. We thought He was calling us, but we sure could have used a clear sign. Don’t get me wrong. There have been some amazing signs all along the way. He has been faithfully with us. However, this year, when we celebrated 10 years of making Him famous–now that was a sign. He really did call us to this. He really was with us from the very beginning and throughout every step of the journey. He really is with us as we head into the next ten and beyond. His signs are so good, and truthfully they come at just the right time. Always.

So what is God calling you to in 2011? You don’t need a burning bush to hear Him these days. You have His word. Is He calling you to go global, plant a church, give more, lead your family, share with a friend, or take some other step of obedience? He is with you. And he might just be waiting to give you a sign. Waiting for you to put down the nets and get behind him on the road. Warning: If you fail to be obedient, you may miss the sign he had for you. You may miss the chance to make much of Him on the mountain. I pray you won’t miss it. I pray that you will follow Him trusting that He is with you, believing He has called you, and anticipating the time when he makes His calling clear and you worship Him on that mountain.

Walk by faith. Not by sight.

One New Year’s Resolution You Should Keep

How have you done so far in keeping those New Year’s resolutions? If you’re anything like me, you gave up making those resolutions years ago because of your fear of failure.

However, there is something exciting about a new year and a fresh start to instituting the necessary disciplines of life. At the core of the Christian life is loving and knowing Jesus. How is this done? Through spending time in the Word. Why then, do so many believers neglect this critically important spiritual discipline? For many, it’s lack of a plan.

JR Vassar, pastor of Apostles Church in New York City, who also helped found iGo Global (back when it was iWitness Ministries) wrote a great article on “Planning an Intentional Devotional Life in 2011.” It is definitely a must-read! Please take a couple minutes to read through it. Let us know which option you choose! Ky and I are using the M’Cheyne Reading System and we are really enjoying it!

It Was Not a Silent Night

The season that began long ago as a time to remember and meditate on Christ has somehow become a time of stress, Grinch-like shoppers, long checkout lines, empty wallets, and frustration. The last few weeks I’ve found myself dreading grocery shopping. What happened to the simplicity, joy, and Gospel-centeredness of the Christmas season?

Wait a minute. Why another blog to redirect our focus to the “real reason for the season?” Truth be told, few of us have taken very little time, if any, to focus on the incarnation. We need this reminder. I need this reminder.

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This past weekend, Ky and I, along with Chassidy and her husband, John, attended Andrew Peterson’s Behold the Lamb concert in Corsicana, TX. Having listened to his album for the past few years, I knew it was bound to be a great evening. As the concert progressed, I was so moved. It was one thing to listen to the cd, but hearing the concert live, wow, what a worshipful experience. There aren’t words to describe how far it exceeded my expectations. (If you’re not familiar with his album, Behold the Lamb of God, well, you should definitely get your hands on a copy AND make plans to attend one of his concerts next year.)

Although the Bible appears to be many stories about many people, it is actually one big story about Jesus. The whole Bible points to Him. The Old Testament foreshadows the coming of the one who would redeem us from the burden of the law. The New Testament shares the life of Jesus on earth, his work through the church after his ascension, and his coming return. Andrew mimics this concept on his album. The first few songs walk through the Old Testament, talking about the Passover, the Exodus, the Kings, the Prophets, etc. He even includes a song called “Matthew’s Begats” (you know, the part everyone wants to skip over because of all the hard-to-pronounce names).

My favorite song on the album has always been Labor of Love. So often we picture the manger scene as this quiet, reverent, sterile environment. We forget that Jesus was born in a barn. A barn! I grew up working on a dairy farm and the last place I’d ever want to have a baby would be a place where people have to scoop up manure with a shovel. Most manger scenes and ornaments choose to leave out this piece of detail. This was long before they had running water, anti-bacterial hand soap and electricity! If you’ve ever been anywhere near a delivery room, you know that it is not a quiet and pleasant experience. I think the first verse of the traditional song, Silent Night does a great injustice to the true nature of the birth of Christ. I think Andrew opened my eyes to this disparity with his song: Labor of Love

It was not a silent night
There was blood on the ground
You could hear a woman cry
In the alleyways that night
On the streets of David’s town

And the stable was not clean
And the cobblestones were cold
And little Mary full of grace
With the tears upon her face
Had no mother’s hand to hold

It was a labor of pain
It was a cold sky above
But for the girl on the ground in the dark
With every beat of her beautiful heart
It was a labor of love

Noble Joseph at her side
Callused hands and weary eyes
There were no midwives to be found
In the streets of David’s town
In the middle of the night

So he held her and he prayed
Shafts of moonlight on his face
But the baby in her womb
He was the maker of the moon
He was the Author of the faith
That could make the mountains move

It was a labor of pain
It was a cold sky above
But for the girl on the ground in the dark
With every beat of her beautiful heart
It was a labor of love
For little Mary full of grace
With the tears upon her face
It was a labor of love

This song paints quite a different picture than what we’re used to seeing in the pretty and sparkly manger scenes. The incarnation is not a picture of a newborn baby shielded from the sin, the suffering and the hardship of this world. It is quite the opposite! Jesus, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, willingly stepped off his throne, clothed himself in flesh,  and lived among sinful man. The Maker of the moon, the Creator of the universe, was born in a barn. God in flesh dwelt among us. How scandalous!

I challenge you, this Christmas season, don’t get so caught up in the “funtivities” that you lose sight of the outrageousness and scandal of the birth of Christ. Worship Him!

“He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation. For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities-all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together. And he is the head of the body, the church. He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in everything he might be preeminent. For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross.

And you, who once were alienated and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds, he has now reconciled in his body of flesh by his death, in order to present you holy and blameless and above reproach before him, if indeed you continue in the faith, stable and steadfast, not shifting from the hope of the gospel that you heard, which has been proclaimed in all creation under heaven, and of which I, Paul, became a minister.” (Colossians 1: 15-23)

So thankful for our M partners

At iGo we are so blessed to work with amazing M’s on the field. We love being a part of what God is doing through their ministry. It is so exciting to hear how God is moving among their specific people groups and drawing people to himself. Our M partners are so faithful to pour into our students while they are on the field - demonstrating to them what it looks like to live missionally. They show our students how to cross cultural barriers in order to share the truth of Jesus and plant churches. We love being able to serve alongside these friends who have given their lives to spreading the gospel among the unreached people groups of the world. What a huge encouragement they are to us as well! Several of our M friends sent us the following messages after their summer teams arrived back in the states:

I just wanted to write you and brag on the team and thank you for the work that you guys did to help prepare them. G and L did a great job leading the team. They all did a wonderful job learning language, getting out every day and pr-ing, sharing the g*spel, and traveling out to some hard to get places. It was great to see them develop a love for this place and the people. They were a huge encouragement and blessing to us. One of my prs for our teams is that they will multiply our work rather than consume our time and require constant attention. Every iGo team that we have had has been a team that has added to our min***y and created a big push. I hope that we are able to have more iGo teams in the future.

Blessings,
J

After years of partnering with iGo, we count it an honor to work with a group so focused on spreading G’s fame to the nations. We love how our iGo students arrive on the field well-trained, focused, adaptable, and ready to fit into the M team’s field strategy.  iGo does a great job of investing in students over the years - helping to mentor them into the leaders of tomorrow. We could give countless examples of students who began their journey with iGo scared and inexperienced and grew into amazingly mature men and women of G who were able to lead teams all over the world. We look forward to partnering with iGo for many years to come.

–D

iGo has been an encouragement to us personally and a vital part of our strategy. Work is slow in our city but the iGo teams bring enthusiasm and cover much more ground than we can alone. The students are well prepared to ‘get’ the things we teach them and impact lostness. But more than anything, we are excited to see these American teenagers begin to understand a life with Jesus in a new way, living missionally at home, some returning as JSI’s for the summer, or even a
6 month internship. iGo is helping to raise up a generation that lives life in a new way - for His Glory alone.

– C

How humbling it is to be in partnership with these incredible men and women. It is truly a blessing to serve alongside them - shining as lights in some of the darkest places in the world while training up the next generation to live on mission. Join us in praying for these Ms and their difficult work on the field. May God continue to use them to Make Him Famous!

Pray for Muslims this Sunday!

Would you join us in praying?

Right now, around the world, millions of Muslims are seeking spiritual guidance. We are in the middle of Ramadan, a very important month to Muslims- a month of intense spiritual focus. They spend the 30 days of Ramadan fasting and praying from sunrise to sunset in an effort to grow closer to Allah. They are also seeking to obtain forgiveness for their sins, gain guidance for the future, and please God with good works.

During the evening, after breaking the fast, they celebrate with family and friends over a large meal. Most will stay up eating until around midnight, and rise again around 4am to eat before the sun rises and the fast begins again. In most Islamic countries, food and water are not sold during the day and restaurants don’t open till evening.

Night of Power

This Sunday, September 5, marks the most holy day of the year for Muslims - Laylat al-Qadr, also known as “the night of decree or measures,” “the night of destiny,” or “the night of power.” It is believed that this is the night the Qu’ran was revealed to Muhammad.

Muslims believe that on this night heaven opens and God hears their prayers. They believe that spending this one night fasting and praying is worth thousands of months of fasting in the eyes of Allah.

They will offer extra prayers and spend additional time reading the Qu’ran. Many will even spend the night and the remaining ten days of Ramadan in the mosque – praying, reading and seeking God. Through all of this, Muslims hope to obtain favor in the eyes of God and to receive spiritual blessing and revelation.

So, why write a blog about Islam? The truth is it’s becoming more and more common for Muslims to have dreams and visions of Jesus during Ramadan! “Year in and year out I see a heightened increase in God speaking to the hearts and lives of Muslims through dreams and visions during this focused time of prayer for Muslims,” said IMB International Prayer Strategy Director Ed Cox.1

Let’s pray that during the remaining days of Ramadan, God would reveal himself to Muslims in a mighty way! Would you join us in praying for Muslims around the world? We even encourage you to get a group of friends together to pray this Sunday, during the Night of Power. Ask that Jesus would reveal himself through dreams and visions.

For prayer points for each day of Ramadan, you can use this 30-day online prayer guide: http://www.30-days.net/muslims/category/featured/

For more information on the views of Islam, visit the International Mission Board’s website: http://btw.imb.org/news_research.asp

1 http://imb.org/main/news/details.asp?StoryID=3197

A Look Back: Summer 2002

The most important thing to know about the year 2002 is that it came after 2001. Well, specifically 9/11/2001. How do you grow a ministry that takes high school and college students on airplanes overseas after that happens? Um…you don’t. Out of the 10 years of teaching, training, and sending year two was probably the toughest for many reasons.

If you read last week’s countdown article, you know that God used our first year and especially our first summer team to confirm everything we had dreamed about, prayed for, and hoped in as we started iGo. But in the following year, it seemed like much of that was put to the test. And the end result? We didn’t grow our ministry in 2002.

God did. You have to look a little deeper to see growth, but it was there. You could see a shadow of growth in our numbers. We went from 13 in the summer of 2001 to 19 in the summer of 2002. Like I said, just a shadow. However, sitting here 10 years later I can see his hand guiding us so clearly through the uncertainty. I can see how he led us step by step to put things into place that set us up for the numerical growth around the corner.

In 2002, we sent out two teams, which meant we would not send a staff member with our teams. The groundwork for recruiting and training team leaders was put in place that second summer. Now, this is an integral part of our strategy. Seeing students lead our teams a few years after their first overseas experience with us brings our team a great deal of joy.

We invited four students to intern with us that second summer (Ky Martin, Russell Leatherman, Kelly Kleinkort, and Lauren Gross). We didn’t need interns. We didn’t have any space for interns (For our office, we shared space with Lake Pointe Church members who were unemployed and searching for work. To this day I am not sure if LPC was trying to give me a hint or not). Even so, starting an intentional internship helped us realize we would always be about developing students and raising up leaders. I doubt those first four student interns learned much if anything, but I sure did.

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Russell Leatherman and Shelley (Sherry) Weaver led a team of high school students that summer back to Japan. They joined in God’s Ancient Work again and were able to assist the Cookseys in their church planting efforts. It was so encouraging to hear the stories from this team as they worked in the same neighborhoods with the same people that we did one year earlier.

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Marc Morrow and Kelly Kleinkort led our first team into East Asia that summer. This team of college students was able to teach English, take language classes, and be involved in all kinds of work that Father had prepared for them.

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I guess the strangest part of 2002 for me was not being overseas with our teams, but God was using that to grow me as well. I needed to see what my role would be in the future, which helped me to communicate to future staff as well. We are teachers, we are trainers, and we are senders. Many times that means we don’t get to go. I stayed behind that summer, but 19 students went overseas and made Him famous among unreached peoples. That seemed like growth to me, but little did I know what God had planned for 2003.

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The Trinity and Christian World View

Having a Christian World View means that we make sense of the world through the lens of Scripture. More specifically, we make sense of creation by first understanding the Creator. We should be careful to always begin with God and understand how creation reflects Him. If we do this backwards (start with creation and THEN move towards God to explain Him) we are in danger of skewing Him to make Him fit in our world and in effect, creating an idol. So what does it mean to make sense of the world through the lens of Scripture?

One good example of this is relationships - almost all relationships stem from the Trinity. We have societies because God is a society.

In the Trinity we receive the foundation for relationships like:

1. Parents and children (Exodus 20:12)

2. Church members and church leaders (Hebrews 13:17)

3. Government authorities and citizens (Romans 13:1)

4. Husbands and wives (Ephesians 5:24)

Because of our fallen state, it is difficult to imagine any kind of authoritative relationship that is absent of bitterness, frustration, and animosity. Those things exist in our earthly relationships not because authority is bad, but because we are bad. However, the concepts of authority and equality are grounded in the Trinity.

These two words cannot co-exist in some cultures. Some believe that difference in role implies difference in value, importance, and worth as well. As Christians, however, we believe that authority and equality often exist simultaneously in the same relationship. We should not brush past this or take it for granted.

We find these two qualities existing simultaneously in the Trinity. The Father has authority over the Son. John 6:38 says, “For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me.” See also John 3:16, John 12:49. In this relationship, the Son willingly and joyfully submits to the Father. They are equally God, equally important, equally valuable - but there is authority in the midst of their equality.

In all of the relationship examples listed above we see both authority (one is to submit to the other) along with equality (one does not exceed the other in worth, value, or importance). This is just one of many examples of how creation reflects the Creator.

Our explanation of things around us should be different than that of the world. Are you making sense of earthly realities by looking at heavenly truths?

Everything Moves in Response to Him

Malachi is a great book. Very underrated, often overlooked, and God has used it to challenge some things in my life in profound ways. It’s sort of a dialogue between God and his people through his prophet, Malachi.

The book starts with one of the most controversial topics in scripture: Election. It talks about God choosing Jacob (or Israel) and rejecting Esau. While there are definitely election themes present, the point of this section is not whether some are elect or not, but rather that God loves Israel passionately.

Verses 4-5 say that even if Edom builds itself up, God will destroy it, and the people will see this and say, “The Lord is great, even beyond the borders of Israel.” The point here is that God is not only over his own people, Israel. He is over absolutely everything. He is the King, and nothing is outside of his control and influence.

To put it another way, absolutely everything moves in response to the Lord. Whether they claim to be his or not, everything moves in response to him. Everything.

When the Israelites left Egypt, finally released from slavery, Exodus 12:35-36 says, “The Israelites acted on Moses’ word and asked the Egyptians for silver and gold jewelry and for clothing. And the Lord gave the people such favor in the Egyptians’ sight that they gave them what they requested. In this way they plundered the Egyptians.”

There was no battle. There was no looting or stealing. There was God, acting on behalf of his people, turning the hearts of the Egyptians, people who had set themselves against Him, causing them to give freely to the Israelites. Israel didn’t have to do anything to coerce this. And God did not crush them in order to take it. He moved their hearts and caused them to willingly participate in their own plundering…because everything moves in response to Him.

As we send hundreds of students all over the planet each summer we, and they, face some difficult questions about the work and the harvest. It can be overwhelming to think about whether we will see people come to faith and what happens to those we meet after we leave. But understanding that everything moves in response to Him frees us. We don’t bring in the harvest. People and things do not move in response to us. But they do move in response to the one who created them and has access to their hearts. He brings in the harvest.

While we don’t have the power to change people, situations, or nations, God does. As we go this summer, and every other day or our lives, we live in this unique relationship and task where God has asked us only to sow seeds faithfully, pray with endurance, and watch him for the results. He will handle the harvest. Everything moves in response to Him.

Can’t Say Maybe - Meet Rowdy

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I still remember back in my elementary school days when I didn’t want anyone to know my nickname. The reason was mainly because I didn’t know anyone else in the world with the name “Rowdy!” Everyone in my family called me by that name, but I insisted that everyone at school call me by my first name. It’s a funny thing as you look back on it. Not only was the name “different,” but in so many ways it wasn’t my true personality – at least to those that didn’t know the real me. My family would tell you the name fit, but even at an early age, I was pretty reserved around people that I didn’t know too well.

Fast forward a few years to today and I find myself in a new office around mostly people that I’m just now getting to know. They all call me “Rowdy” and I’m fine with that. As a matter of fact, I even introduce myself as Rowdy to new people here in Dallas. It’s sorta weird for me as I’ve grown up introducing myself as James. When it comes down to it, I’ll answer to either one.

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Back in the day (the 90’s), when I was trying to figure out a “cool” email address to use, I thought I’d use “Rowdy!” The email provider at the time had already assigned that name to someone, so I had to come up with something clever…

In 1998, I attended the Passion Conference in Austin, Texas. At that conference, God did a unique work in my heart that ultimately has brought me to work here at iGo today. At Passion, I was introduced to the “theme” verse, Isaiah 26:8. I remember Louie Giglio saying that it wasn’t just a “theme,” but more like a “life” verse for the Passion Conferences. As a reminder of how God was working in my life at the time, I took on the 268 as a life verse as well and thus, I solved my email dilemma! So from that point on, it’s been “rowdy268” for my email address and more importantly, my life.

A couple of days ago, I was reading about how Francis Chan was leaving his church to follow God’s call on his life. Francis shared that he wasn’t exactly sure what God was calling him to next, he just new it was his time to go. He made this statement, “I would be a hypocrite if I didn’t go…” That reminded me of how God led me to work here at iGo. During one of the teaching sessions at Passion, Louie taught on Isaiah 26:8 and made this statement “What other word do you put before the word “Lord” except “Yes?” Over the years, that word sank deep into my bones and I spent many years not only teaching that to students, but trying to model that for them as well. Then it happened. God called. I had been telling students all this time “When God calls, if He is Lord, then the answer has to be YES.” You can’t say “No” to God and him still be LORD. You can’t even say “Maybe” and him still be LORD. The only response when God confronts you and asks something of you is YES!

When God called I had many fears, but down deep, I knew that when God calls, He provides. In those first few weeks, I wrestled with how I would respond to this new journey. At the end of the day, it was important for my students to see me lead with integrity. How could I continue to lead them if I said “No” or even “Maybe?” I even found myself thinking I could say “No” as none of the students even knew that I was going through this struggle. That would have been the easy way. Saying “YES” to God would be hard…it meant change, submission, and raising our own support. I probably could have said “No” and gone on like nothing ever happened…but in reality, I would have lost my ability to lead the students. As believers, we are expected to not only speak the truth, but also, live the truth! I would have also failed to allow God to have the glory in providing for us in the call, and to me, that was a much bigger issue. So my answer was a simple, “YES”, and looking back, I see students who are saying “YES,” not because of me, but because they want God to get the glory too.

What about you? When God calls you to be a part of something, what is your answer?